i AM sooo remiss!

i realize that i am remiss in my blogging here. i've not been blogging on Lj either. not doin much of anything online past few days. kind of just "hunkerin' down" like i'm trying to survive some kind of storm or sumthin....if i had to guess, i would point the finger at "Type 2 Bipolar" depression... in other words, it doesn't matter that i am on Prozac AND Seroquel, nothing makes me 100% :(   and with BOTH Hallow dances comin up THIS sat and NEXT fri, i am no where NEAR prepared and TOTALLY ready to blow them BOTH off :(  my hair is in such a wretched state of "desperately over-due for trim & foil" :(  broke, can't. rena's friend Andii was gonna do it, but i don't even have the ten for haircolor....so, if nothing happens to my hair between now & sat, there is NOOOOO way i am going! the pics from 2 yrs ago came out all bad cept for ONE, which i will put up here. my wispies, that hang down from my ponytails, somehow, became wretched & destroyed!! i think when i had Margaret color them PINK this summer, which lasted all of 3 days! must have destroyed them, because they were longer in this pic than they are NOW 2 yrs later :O

k, that's all i can do for now, black depression sucks me back into just watching tv....


<3 Jiinx~

~me...Oct. 2008