i AM sooo remiss!

i realize that i am remiss in my blogging here. i've not been blogging on Lj either. not doin much of anything online past few days. kind of just "hunkerin' down" like i'm trying to survive some kind of storm or sumthin....if i had to guess, i would point the finger at "Type 2 Bipolar" depression... in other words, it doesn't matter that i am on Prozac AND Seroquel, nothing makes me 100% :(   and with BOTH Hallow dances comin up THIS sat and NEXT fri, i am no where NEAR prepared and TOTALLY ready to blow them BOTH off :(  my hair is in such a wretched state of "desperately over-due for trim & foil" :(  broke, can't. rena's friend Andii was gonna do it, but i don't even have the ten for haircolor....so, if nothing happens to my hair between now & sat, there is NOOOOO way i am going! the pics from 2 yrs ago came out all bad cept for ONE, which i will put up here. my wispies, that hang down from my ponytails, somehow, became wretched & destroyed!! i think when i had Margaret color them PINK this summer, which lasted all of 3 days! must have destroyed them, because they were longer in this pic than they are NOW 2 yrs later :O

k, that's all i can do for now, black depression sucks me back into just watching tv....


<3 Jiinx~

~me...Oct. 2008

why cant i blog from ceL? cant get box2highlight :( maybe try2put in pic bumn

loooooooo howd i do that ahhh cant use punctuation from my cel eww cant even use capitals time 2 go seek goog blogspot help now. oh i guess a period is doable k off 2 netbook 2 find out if app avail luv havn smart fone. funnest thing since idk wen lol. pullin another allnighter. niteynite beloveds......pink sugah jiinx lovez u all.

wow, i haven't posted in how long???????

i feel wretchedly guilty! however, i used my Lj for my really personal, "negative-nancy" moments & things of that nature. i'm not sure how much i have shared here, re; my mental frailties, but i want this journal to be more about; beauty, Love, things i find interesting on the internet or in life :)


i actually just came here to re-make my blog public, (no more stalk threat), and to find out my 'open id url' to post on Aesthetic....oh darn, i can't read her tab w/out losing this one :O

i have not forgotten any of you, my Beloveds, i am still here....just a lil "over-focused" on Lj. AND! i have just discovered "Tumblr" and "We Heart It", both currayzee beautiful sites <3 especially if you are a "pic princesse" like me, as well as one who loves to make new layouts!!

~all my Love, Jiinxsay aka Jiinx aka pink sugah jiinx ;)

here's just a lil somethin i found on Tumblr, theee most amazing pics on the web!! actually most of the pics on "we heart it" are copied & "reposted" or "reblogged" FROM Tumblr, confusing? iLu~

aahhhhhmazing color!

i Love pics of allll Angels<3

a dream cel look for me<3

a Japanese style, i think it's spelled Gyaru ??

my ABSOLUTE dream cel cover, even tho it's not a phone<3

Love the sheerness / gauzyness of this amazing dress!

i dream of having long wavy hair like this. i don't even know where to BUY hair like this :O

i have clipons w/the big clip, but they're not as luxurious, wavy, swirly & special as this<3

couldn't help myself w/this one! 

my 3 fav website/layout colors; black, white, & pink (light or magenta, either will do :)

i wish i knew where to get lovely wigs / hair like this, it's soooo fantastically fantasy :)

this is SUCHHHH an amazing picture, i am just in awe<3

 

~just the sweetest, cutest, most beautiful of the "Lolita" pics<3

a lovely PINK "Gyarustyle" look, lordy, i am currayzee for PINK<3

i used to collect tiny teasets, till the loss of my life....

when losing my storage in 2000, i lost everything.

these colors are stunning<3

mmmmm, sooo yummerzz<3

WOWWW!~ glorified CANDYYY!!! i've def seen & had this before<3

lordy! got so tired i went to bed, now it's 24 hrs later :O