:(

i'm sooooo depressed, i can't even believe it. i can't do ANYthing :( 
so much to be done, can't even get out of this bed :(  
bills to pay, clothes to return, can't deal. so sick of being sooo poor.
practically suicidal, cept it's a sin, so no, not gonna.
but feeling like shizz. came outa nowhere :(
stupid prozac not doing squat.
just took a valium, prob gonna take nappie.
the only solution.
can't use fonts i want here and livejournal, bummin....w.e...
k, might as well find happy pic to put up, to off-set depressing post.
don't want others to be brought down by my down-ness.

peace&Love to all my Beloveds<3

~ps- here is such a pretty gurl named Tempest Paige.
LOVE her lightest PINK hair :))
would die to look like her.....
these dolliezz were made for her too :)

testing hex code color numbers

Princesse, Ballerina, Ice Skater, Angel, Baybiie



     =============================lightest lt turquoise that can't even be seen


    ============================= BLACK


   ==============================?????????????????


     ==============================dk turquoise


     ============================== LT PINK


     ============================== ??????????


     ============================== background-color for sidebar=(hot pink/magenta)


     =====================================================??????????


     ==============================================on hex chart, it looks like maroon 2


     =====================================================??????????


     =============================================================??????????


    =======================================================???????????


    =========================================??????????


    ============================================= WHITE OR BLACK


    ===========================================??????????  

+Princesse, Ballerina, Ice Skater, Angel, Baybiie+    


# *  $       


%<>

testing out dif fonts

Princesse, Ballerina, Ice Skater, Angel, Baybiie



just testing to see if i can use a dif font on any given post...............

US Census Workers Knocking on Your Neighbors’ Doors, Looking for Snitches in Memphis

US Census Workers Knocking on Your Neighbors&#8217; Doors, Looking for Snitches in Memphis


i found this disturbing. i don't know how the rest of you all feel about the Census. i feel the government is wayyyy too involved in OUR business. it feels like old skool Russia. perhaps i am over-reacting. i believe in LESS government involvement and more self-sufficiency!!

please let me know how you all feel about this. i know my friend Sam, one of my Beloved followers, also believes in LESS government also :) it's just getting scary. we want to move to Canada, seriously. we are "Nobama" at this point.

i worked hard my whole life, until i became disabled. now i am in school to get a degree in "Health Care Administration", where i can work HARD, while sitting down :)

i pray no one judges me for what i have said here. i feel very strongly about this. we are literally being "stalked" by the Census folk. i refuse to answer the door. beat it.

Love, Peace and Prayers to all my Beloved Friends :)

i am not OK today

i feel truly brain damaged :(    i'm trying to create a new livejournal account. i figured it was cheaper than paying my year subscrip, THEN paying for username change. so i am in the midst of trying to come up with a username, other than Jiinxsay. you can only use 15 characters....uh...let's see, so far i have; "pink_gossamer", ahhh, "pink-n-pretty", which i got from a gurl's "purged" account. her username is "princesse" spelled like me :) the french way, alas, she has left livejournal, so i cant contact her there, fortunately, she has a blogger :) so i will find the name of that font she used, yayyyyy!

i have GTG, i NEED A NAP, i am inSANE.

i am hoping that me & Shai can go to Walmart later this eve, as they ARE open till midnight now and, the best news to hit THIS household in a while, i looked at my bank online and due to the holiday i received my disability check early today :) 

g'night

PINK Love!!!

PINK trees

ok, i don't like links to my photobucket. i want to put the actual pic up here. i just pimped up my photobucket, beautiful backgrounds!!! snipetty-snipe time :)

i will now go to my PINK folder in my PICS folder and find the PINK trees pic for my Beloveds :)
brb!

for all my fellow PRINCESSES :)

i did the corona on this one! gotta LOVE photoshop!

i Love Audrey Kitching. she is a wicKed scene gurl. 

she models for a ton of photographers, including Kencredible and Michelle Star :) 

her consistent shade of perfect PINK hair is beyond beautiful. 

this pic is my header on my; livejournal AND my xangzie (bigger, of course). 

Her and Zui Suicide model alot together, including; Trashy Lingerie and Kencredible  :)

my ABSOLUTE DREAM hair!!

this is a Royo pic. he does goddess, warrior pics,

amazing women, always with super long hair,

wielding swords, other weaponry, 

they also have unbelievable tattoos and piercings!

i don't think they are real, that doesn't matter,

once you see his work (Luis Royo), you will be hooked!

THE WORLD IS YOUR RUNWAY 

gurls!! 

EMBRACE your feminine side! 

join the ranks of us "Gurly Gurls" :)

we LOVE you no matter HOW you are!

PINK and BLACK, my 2 favie colors. 

well, black just for clothing and people :)

the PINK for everything under the stars 

Jewelry is one of my absolute FAVIE things to wear, as a gurly gurl! 

i wear more bracelets, rings and toe rings than the average person :) 

on the left (arm and toes), i wear BLACK and silver, 

on the right (arm and toes), i wear PINK and silver. 

i have a toe ring on all ten toes :) 

i LOVE my bracelets and keep them on for many many months at a time, 

only removing my PINK watch for showering. 

wish i had a pic to show. 

so THAT applies to black and pink pic above as well.

Mmmmmm, Gemmie-licious!!!

i HAVE this beautiful PINK huge gem!

rena gave it to me for xmas :) thx fee!

i only WISH i had the great-looking tummy to wear this belly ring! 

mine is the same, minus the gift hanging at the bottom. 

i LOVELOVELOVE this peice of jewelry! 

it would take me eternity to show you all the JEWELRY pics i have :)

no words needed, this bracelet just speaks for itself!

another Ebay find that i "faved" but didn't buy. 

there is a specific store, the name eludes me atm, 

but it has theee most awesome JEWELRY everrr :)

i have always LOVED this PINK GLITTER tears pic!

an awesome PINK and BLACK pic. 

she's like a Gothie PRINCESS :)

the epitome of PINKalicious and Gurly-licious!!!!

if i were president of this nation, ALL money would be PINK :)

did i mention i am CURRAYZEE for PINK TUTUs?? i am :) 

too many pics to even show.

one of my dream laptops, not sure who makes this one. 

the one i really want is the PINK Envy.

alas.......def my most dreamed for laptop! 

like i told mom, if i can't HAVE these things, 

(like "Return to Tiffany" charm bracelet), 

then i CAN have pictures of them :) 

she liked that idea. 

i Love HELLO KITTY!

my DREAM dr Marten boots!!!! i LOVE them :)

i saw this PINK old-fashioned phone and really like it :)

ok, unfortunately, i can't finish putting ALL the best PINK pics up from that folder!!! 

i started this around 5am, slept and now it's after 3 in the afternoon :O 

have to work on sig!!!!!

 also need to change my main font :O  

scared, don't want to mess things up!

PEACE and LOVE to all <3