already late the next day

and i have neglected to blog :O  i am sooo tired, always happens after i drink a coffee coolata, ev tho i drank it 3 hrs ago :(   wanted to go to the 5:30 mtg but i can already see THAT as a bust :(  damnit.  well, maybe if i drink a "home-made coff" and get some energy, i can FINALLY go to pricechopper w/Shaina. we HAVE to do some REAL grocery shopping, stead o' grabbin a lil foodie at w-greens.....

^__^ *_*  mmm, happy mother and child special character pics from me and Shai. ahhhh lazyness, perhaps its the narcotics.

i DID notice the generic name for Dilaudid is "Hydromorphone". so now i have ..................................wow, paused for like 3 hrs :O joke, can't even stay focused. ok, now we know Dilaudid does NOTHING for me. im still a slave to the heating pad. paused to drive homer somewhere and almost gakked while out, due to such severe kidney pain :(   what to do???? i need to post this and then google Dilaudid to find out why this isn't working :(
k, hopefully be back. i really wanted to blog more. here is today's "romantic quote", i kind of like it, but alas, i am no longer one of the brave, too much heartache & heartbreak..i suppose i have around 1% hope, or maybe 0.5%, lol............

 yayyyyyyyyy its actually animated! sometimes i put up ani pics and they DONT animate :O

"A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave".  Mohandas Gandhi