right now i am currayving a coffee coolata from dunks!!! need it! will get one after drs. wonder what my weigh in will be? haven't eaten much past few days. we shall see...last sunday i was 98.0, can't remember if i was wearing any layering. the sickie in me hopes to be in the 96 range. i do so LOVE my sxy chestbones. guess it's time to get back to meetings :O if i'm thinking sickie thoughts then i NEED a mtg :)
i DID, however, notice my BPD kick in a lil bit ago, when talking to daddy/dana on fone. i also was able to "reel myself in!! i am sooo grateful for that awareness which leads to action, rather than reaction and did not end up having to feel sry for myself!!! wow! growth!! they DO say growth is or can be painful. the pain didn't last long at all tho. thank GOD i am given that gift :) i am truly grateful!
k, need to sign off now and start getting ready. my hair is a disaster, lol. also, when i was at w-greens yest, i comPLETELY forgot about our invitation to Jenny Cole's graduation from Emerson College!!! i was actually LOOKING at grad cards and smiling, dun dun dunn....spaced out on that one...so! i MUST get card for Jenny. why, you ask, am I spending money i don't have, to buy cards for SERENA's friend, instead of rena doing so? idk, i guess i just want to make sure it gets done. for some strange reason i am more excited by Marcie & Roy's new baby boy Stefon than rena is (i call Marcie "Mercina", that is her Greek name). i DID call it afterall! i told them LAST June, at rena's summer festival party, that they were GOING to get pregnant in Greece in July and sure 'nuff! they did :) now the pics of lil Stefon are showing up on FB and he looks like Mercina, Roy says he got the Greek part cuz he came from Greece :) that is soooo special :)))) i can't WAIT to meet him! so i'm more excited about THAT and also more excited about Jenny Cole's graduation than rena! THAT i can understand. i kno rena has un-resolved issues re: not finishing college, but she has her whole life for that, she runs her own bbsitting service, and is verrrry self-sufficient! so i can't complain :) but that's where this is coming from. i am just thrilled that Joyce (Jenny's mom) thought to invite ME :) i have known Jenny since she was 15 and have loved her just as long :) i've had different kinds of contact w/Joyce over the yrs, she came to see me when i was kidney-sick in '03, i was also calling Joyce to see how Jenny was doing during a bad patch and she was eternally grateful :) i feel blessed to be a part of these ppl's lives. i am close w/almost ALL of rena's friends, especially the ones who've been friends since high school; Marcie, Jenny, Steph, and her framingham connections from earlier than high school; Maria :) i love them ALLLL :)
k, now i really have to sign off, lol, i tend to "run off at the....keyboard".....
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