ok, i looked back at tha last entry & unfortunately, Juli doesn't seem to be fitting in the original mix :(
which consists of;
Jiinxsay Lee Princesse Elixia Mystica Jadenne Whild
that was my final decision, and on tha new name certificate it will have "Jiinxsay Lee" in tha "first name" placement, then "Princesse Elixia Mystica Jadenne" in tha "middle name" placement & lastly, "Whild" as my last name :) i'm soooo excited to get this done!!! it will also entail going to tha registry & having it changed on my license. here is my dilemma. IF i use "Lee" as part of tha "first name" placement then my license is going to say, "Jiinxsay P. Whild". that presents a HUGE problem because i wanted to have dad's initials!!!!! JLS, well, i've already blown off tha "S" idea, because my wonderful friend "Kae Whild" turned me on to tha perfect last name for myself, so i was trying to stick to the "JL" for dad. therefore! i guess i'm going to have to change my original plan & have this as tha placement; "Jiinxsay" in "first name", "Lee Princesse Elixia Mystica Jadenne" as "middle name" and "Whild" as last. i just do NOT like that placement/setup/w.e. i HAVE to come up w/a dif idea! i need help :( i can't believe i am in this dilemma....that is just NOT going to work for me, which means, as usuallllll, i will have to play tha "name game" some morrrrrrre, taking a lifetime to do this... ooooo, tops of my feet are ouching from this amazing sun!! so i will take this opportunity to do more research, as well as study closely tha names i already have & see if changes can be made. i'm kind of pretty "set" on these names, i have already dumped so many others, at some points in my quest i have had up to 15 names or more, trying to fit in ev fav, special meaning name, (heavy sigh), it seems impossible which makes me wonder if God doesn't want me to do this. i can't NOT do it. it's too important to me. i've been wanting to change my name since approx, 1974, no lie. so, to NOT honor this dream of mine, would be dis-honoring ME and i can't do that anymore :)
i am concerned about this hot sun beaming on my computer, is it harmful? i think i'm going to bring it back in & go back & forth, i mean, inside & outside, working on the name deal and alternating with catching rays. i believe tha UV index is superrrrr high today, so i will check w/tha weather channel to see if that's so. i have "venous pooling" under my eyes right now, usually caused by a sinus infection, howEVER, i haven't had THAT problem since down tha cape, ie; '94. so! it's obv from too much sun on my face yesterday, although i'm not burned at all. needless to say, i'm wearing my reading glasses, sunglasses & my big sunhat to protect my face today. it's totally clear out, as opposed to yest which tha clouds were fighting for superiority. i certaintly don't want to burn, and at my age, i shouldn't even be DOING this, but, in defense of doing so, tha past 10 yrs or so, i've been so ill s/kidney probs, lung probs, etc, that i have literally benn "hospital white" & i am OVER it. rena and jenny cole stopped over yest & jenny said, "i can't belive how tan you are", ya, luv me! rena agreed :) so, that's tha way it's gonna be for now. so i will take better care of my netbook, than of myself! by bringing IT back inside.
will be back sooner rather than later :)
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