slightly concerned

well, i'm ok now, of course, 30 mg of percocet will do that for you. however! at around 9:30am i was in pretty severe kidney pain, both sides :(   not a good sign.....chronic UPJ obstruction, aberrant-(sp?) arteries, clamping down on my fuking ureters....downnnnerrrr...........juss had surgery 2 yrs ago on tha left kidney. obviously a waste of my time & agony. not to mention beth israel screwed me by giving my a mix of xanaflex/tizanidine & bactrim, making tha tizanidine 24x stronger in my blood, therefore overdosing me, then leaving me alone in a hosptial room, with the bed alarm OFF, long story short, got amnesia, stumbled around bashing my skull in for many hours before a nurse finally found me, no apoplogies. didn't even get a response from tha urology team. well, they can pound salt, eatMyFuKnShortsDotCom, so to speak. never going back. so! i have now been on percocet daily for 3 yrs, i think. i'm on a very high does at this time in my life. i guess it's a good thing too because tha heating pad was doing nothing. of course i'm drinking coffee, which, for some reason, makes my kidneys hurt anyways. so i medicated around 9:30am, i can still feel tha left one. i am worried, i am NOT, i repeat, NOT up for any kind of surgery anytime in tha near future, thx. no really, thx... i have made a lovely creation of how my kidneys are feeling at this current moment!! it's kind of cute, i don't know where i found these pics of "stuffed animal" kidneys, but obviously i had to snipe them & i just brought them into paint shop pro & labelled(sp?) them with how they are feeling :) and, here they are -.-