Mia-Bohème: ok, God intervenes as usual

Saturday, April 24, 2010

ok, God intervenes as usual

thank GOD. first, neighbor Julie/Jules knocked on my door, we talked in tha hall for a while, other neighbor gurl, can't remember her name, came out, gave me a butt. long story short, goin'ta church w/Jules tomorrow, which means i have to get to bed early!! 2nd good deal, God stepping in yet AGAIN!! rena came, w/new bf Domenic, who we all LOVE btw! Dom used my shower & then rena drove me to walgreens & gave me $20, so i was able to get 2 paks of butts. thank you Lord. as shainelle said when i came back thru the slider, "so much for you quitting", i know, how bad of me right? last night i had a cardiac incident. was verrrry worried, was having palpitations & tachycardia. should've gotten up & timed it, to see how many beats per min it was, but didn't. this was AFTER i had taken my sleep meds, including valium. so there should have been NO fast heartbeat whatsoever!! another good reason to go to church w/Jules tomorrow. how miraculous that she juss happened to stop by today, at that moment! God really DOES exist. so perhaps my praying for that super long time outside today DID work.
my L kidney is really bothering me, bladder too :( wut to do? take yet aNOTHER pain pill. bummer again.. i'll try NOT to take one, maybe take half an ibu horse pill. so i want to put up some art here. haven't done so in last few entries, and i want to make that a part of my journal, i feel it really helps to express ME :) after that i need to go play tha name game, never did earlier. k, let's go look for somethin' special :)

she is tha MOST ADORABLE angel!!! i love her.

she is GLORIOUSSSSSSSSSSSS :)

i LOVELOVELOVE this heartie with wings and am absolutely going to have it tattooed on me!!!!!!!!!! i don't yet know exactly where it's going to go, i juss know that after i pimp up my angel wings, this will be one of tha tats i get. i COULD show a big list of beautiful tats i want, but will save that for another day :)