i hope to be able to attach some more. there were soooo many positive ones!! prayers, poems, friendship quotes, i LOVE them all!!! i will have to get some snooze time in first tho. i juss pulled an "all-nighter", lol. it's now 5:15am & i have an appointment with tha glorious SUN @ 1pm sharp!! that means i will only get approximately 6 hours of sleep, not too good for this slumber-gal ;) i treasure my sleep, but i also treasure this blog!! it is truly my new fav place to be, online. i am finding it extremely healing to journal every day, multiple times a day, who woulda thought? of course i am a typist by nature, not a writer, so this is super ideal for me!!
i am feeling superb peace at this moment, thank God. i look fwd to my next entry. i always have to remember that "acceptance is tha answer to all my problems today". that's it, it's that simple :) i hope i don't dive off tha deep end later today, by getting manicky, bitchy, negative in any way. it will be day #28 with my car still broken. i can only control me, NOT tha dealer who hasn't tha time to fix a recall issue. i pray for patience in this situation. we have survived thus far. shaina has gatorade & food, i have green tea, spring water, coffee, equal, fat-free milk, my meds, my inhaler, butts (lol, oxymoron), all our bills are paid, my cel is even back on, thx to homer for giving me a hundred $ bill "juss because", thank you homeslice :) we are SET for today & i so look fwd to that sun beaming down on me. i do alot of praying when i'm out there. for myself, mostly for others. plz God, let aunt alice be peaceful & pain-free, since she has chosen to go home & die, tha chemo was too much for her, Bless her. Bless her husband Paul, 25+ yrs sober, that he will have tha faith & strength to go thru this & keep his sobriety. i HAVE TO get to a meeting today! tha 5:30pm fosho :)
k, Jiinxsay signin off, like a channel, lol....here's some luvin <3
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